I can't do this

[jasonmiller]

I sat in my tree throwing and red apple up and down in my hand. ''apples where you favorite charm.'' i smile. this was the last place i had last talked to charm. ''i miss you charm.'' i whsper to the wind ''i miss you even more now then i did charm. i need you here but you'll never be back.'' i throw the apple in my hand ''you'll never be back!'' i scream so loud that birdsin th near by trees scater. ''i scare everything away. i scare them or i kill them.'' i say crying into my hands. that were covered in thick fresh blood.

[Cassandra Ortiz]

i had to find him, so i decided to look in the forest, thats when i saw him."Jason,whats wrong."i ask softly

[jasonmiller]

''Don't come close to me cassy please, i don't wantto lose you too.'' i look up at her from my hands ''Do you see this cassy?'' i asked her softly

[Cassandra Ortiz]

"jason you'll never lose me, i love you."i say quietly then i look at his hands."what happend Jason.'i ask concerned

[jasonmiller]

I pull my hands away ''Cass, i found my father and he was dead. it wasn't by acsident. And next to him lay my other sister mallory dead in drenched in hot warm blood. Cassy, he killed them my family all of them. My two sisters, my love, my father, and my mother. Cass, he will come for you next, you don't know what I am.'' i tell her then grab her face ''If he finds out i love you he will kill you next.''

[Cassandra Ortiz]

"im sorry about your family Jason,i love you, i don't care what your are your important to me and i don't want to lose."i say tears streaming down my face as i hug him.

[jasonmiller]

''Cassy, you don't know what I am! and I dbout that you would ever look my way if you knew what i was.'' i cry harder but still looked in her eyes ''I killed him cass. He killed my sister and my mother. James killed my sister because of him. The Dark Lord.'' i tell her ''I'm a deatheater! And he kills and killed all i have left so i will obey him.'' ''i don't want him to kill you next! The last thing he will take from me is James and to do that we have to fight eachother to the death of one of us cassy.'' ''don't have me for what you see, leave me so you don't get hurt. i love you too much to let you get hurt.'' i touched her cheeks ''i love you cass.''

[Cassandra Ortiz]

"No Jason i won't leave you,i'll become a deatheater myself if it's the only way that i can stay with you."

ooc:im so sorry i have to go i'll be back as soon as i can sorry

[jasonmiller]

i jump down from the tree and look up at her and scream ''cassy, you don't get it he will find you and kill you! i don't want that to happen! and you being a deatheater wont help it will make it so much worse! I KILLED MY OWN FATHER! i don't want you to go through the same fate cass.'' i trun and run. a peice of papper fell out of my pocket that siad ''cass i don't run away from you i walk slowly, and i kills me that you don't care enought to stop me.''

[Xan Alexzander]

''Jason you can't give up so quickly.'' i whisper to him

[Cassandra Ortiz]

"NO JASON, don't go you can't leave me alone."i say crying,while i tried going after him but failing i find a piece of paper, as i read i began to cry even more."Jason your wrong i do care,"i say quietly crying even more.
"so like that its over......i can't believe it....."i say quietly as i begin to walk out of the forest tears still streaming down my face

[jasonmiller]

i apererated beck to the tree 30 minutes later ''i love her i don't want to hurt her. But i just killed her.'' i whisper pulling out my gun and shooting myself in my heart. i fall out of the tree and hit the ground. ''i loved you cassy.'' i yell

[James Smith]

''JASON.'' i shouted running into the forest, i had gotten a message. I gulped when i saw his non moveing body. ''No Jason common.'' i whispered kneeling beside his body. ''Dont die your the only one i have left, dont die.'' i said. ''Goddamnit.'' i said quickly, my hand trying to touch his body, but like hawks trying to land but to scared to/

[jasonmiller]

* i loved her you and everyone*

[James Smith]

i grabbed his shoulders. ''Jason.'' i said sternly. ''Dont.'' i picked him up. ''Youre just sleeping.'' i said lieing to myself. ''I'll take you somewhere, somewhere to save you.'' i said putting one of his arms over my shoulder and mine on his waist to hold him up. ''Common Jason, you'll be okay.'' i said lieing to myself again and dragged him somewhere

[jasonmiller]

*save me*

[James Smith]

''Where to go..'' i said now in panik. ''Dude, im not sure where to go.'' i said walking him futher into the forest, serching for anything to help.

[jasonmiller]

i cough now on the brink of death " save me Jay.''

[James Smith]

''Alright Jace.'' i said nodding. ''We cant kill a unicorn, Jason, we cant.''

[jasonmiller]

''don't do that just save me.'' i say weakly and coughing up blood

[James Smith]

''How.'' i said. ''You may not make it to anywhere else.''

[jasonmiller]

''call serry she can help heal me call her with your heart Jay call her to save me.'' i went limb ''save me''

[James Smith]

i looked at him painfully. ''I cant disturb her.'' i shook my head. ''I cant.''

[jasonmiller]

*do it Jay she wants to save me Jay do it or you will lose everything you have*

[James Smith]

i pounded my hand agaisnt my hand. ''Serenity?'' i asked. ''Help.''

[jasonmiller]

occ- she getting on to answer you man?

[James Smith]

ooc- dude she doesnt have an accont, re re dur.

[jasonmiller]

occ-sorry well make her comez and save me man!

[James Smith]

--why dont you just play her since yours all out and shit like that--

[jasonmiller]

--gt5g finsh later--