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Post by Molly Weasley on Mar 28, 2007 19:02:06 GMT
i had gotten a not so good letter from home earlier this morning, and to say the least it wasn't anything that could be fixed. i had come out here to calm my nerves, and try and get my spirts up. below me i saw a rock and decided that i'd let my anger out now. i picked it up and threw it at a tree, shouting every curse word known to man and even some in french. finally i had enough and just sat against the tree which now had numerous places chipped.
"why can't i ever get a break?" i mumbled to myself. i wanted to cry, but all the tears i had fell when i read the letter.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Mar 28, 2007 21:37:51 GMT
I know that the forest is danerous, but I can't help coming back here for my love of unicorns. I'm walking, when I see Molly. "Hey Molly! Whats wrong?" I say.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Mar 28, 2007 23:52:37 GMT
"my damn life is what's wrong!" i snapped, the regreted it after i said it, "look i'm sorry cassie. it's just ugghh!" i sigh.
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Post by Lily Evans on Mar 29, 2007 0:47:49 GMT
Lily had been walking around when she heard Molly shout her profanities. "Woah, Molly, what happened?" She asked, walking over and seeing Molly and Cassie.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Mar 29, 2007 11:02:33 GMT
"i hate my horrible life." i groan handing them the letter that said that both of my brothers had been killed. my parents wouldn't tell me how or who, just that they had been killed. my brothers were everything to me. i started to mumble curse words under my breath to see if it would let out some kind of anger or grief.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Mar 29, 2007 11:45:30 GMT
I walked into the forest to see two shocked faces and one upset one. "What's going on here?" I ask concerned.
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Post by Lily Evans on Mar 29, 2007 20:36:02 GMT
"Molly, that's horrible!" Lily said, putting a comforting arm around her friend. "Oh, hey Izzy." She said quietly, handing her the sad letter.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Mar 29, 2007 21:08:46 GMT
I read the letter and nearly collasped in shock. I had been good friends with the Prewett brothers and now, now they were dead. I ran up and hugged Molly close, "I'm so sorry Molly." I whispered.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Mar 29, 2007 21:46:36 GMT
"Omg! Thats horrible! I'm so sorry." I say, and give Molly a hug.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Mar 29, 2007 22:57:42 GMT
"the worst part is, that i don't even know how they died. my mum says it's not safe to say what happened, or some kind of crap like that. i loved my brothers, they were one of the major parts of my life. what did i do? i mean i keep my grades up, i'm not mean and horrible to people, i try and help anyone who need help. why did this happen to me and my family?" i say feeling the sting of tears coming, but wanting to keep them in. i don't want them to see me crying. i hated this.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Mar 29, 2007 23:14:01 GMT
"Everything happens for a reason Molly. Its not your fault bad things happen to you." I say.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Mar 30, 2007 3:05:04 GMT
"but it's... it's... it's just not fair. i'm being punished for nothing. maybe i could have stopped their deaths. if i had just invited them more, or written more... maybe things would have been different. what if i find out that there was a way to stop their deaths and i didn't do anything to stop it? i wouldn't be able to live with myself. my brothers were the support system for when ever i needed hekp. i knew that no matter what i did they would be there for me. what am i going to do without them? and why did my mom tell me this in a letter? why?!" i say with anger buliding up inside of me at my mother.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Mar 30, 2007 18:30:50 GMT
"Molly calm down! What happened happened, and none of it was your fault." I say.
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Post by Lily Evans on Mar 30, 2007 19:39:26 GMT
"Molly, Cassie's right, it's not your fault at all. You were here, they were there. You couldn't have done anything to change it." Lily said. "And I know you loved them very much, and I am sure, that they're looking down at you now, and the wouldn't want you to be mad like this."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 1, 2007 21:11:00 GMT
i know... i know it's just... they're gone. they're gone and i didn't get to say good bye, i didn't get to say that i loved them again. they had a good life going for them. they both wanted a family, and both were happy...." i say traling off looking down at the ground. for some reason every moment now is either filled with grief or rage. not wanting to snap at them i get up and decide to find way to be alone.
"i need to throw something. i'll be at teh quidatch feild if you need me. oh and you might want to warn james and sirius not to prank me, i'm a bit moody, as you can tell, so i might over react." i say as calm as possible.
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