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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 11, 2007 20:27:59 GMT
Jack pulled away, and moved back wards a little. "Who said I would?" He asked her then started to walk away. He wanted to stay not leave. But how could she not believe him. He had stopped and wasn't cheating no more. He wasn't trying to hurt people on propose, it just happened. He thought and walked away slightly, putting his hands in his jacket pockets.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 12, 2007 1:03:20 GMT
"Jack I'm sorry..." Amiee said with a pained voice. "I'm sorry...I take it back..anything." She said wrappping her arms around herself. "Please come back. Please." She begged. "You said you wouldn't let go if I didn't. You promised."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 12, 2007 19:35:35 GMT
Jack turned around stopping away from her a little, "Like you said................theres nothing left here........................nothing we can do" He said looking at her not moving then walking back wards a little, then closing his eyes. And started walking away slowly, not to lose sight of Amiee.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 12, 2007 23:56:28 GMT
Amiee walked over to him and go infrotn of him. She just looked up at him, just looking.
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 15, 2007 8:10:42 GMT
Jack stopped, and looked at Amiee, "What?" Heasked her, "Just.... What?" He said, one hand on his head.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 21, 2007 20:53:34 GMT
"Make up your mind." She finally said. "You can't be this cold to someone you say you love. Do you love me or do you not?"
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 21, 2007 20:59:39 GMT
Jack stood there, "Yes, but you can't blame me, I mean" Jack started walking round a bit. "Your so beautiful, and I want you only you, but I don't want to leave the baby" He told her. "And you keep going of, and saying stuff, so what am I supposed to thing?" He asked her.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 21, 2007 21:02:43 GMT
Amiee stood there, not sure if she wanted to face him. "Jack, I was afraid. You can't be angry with me or blame me because of that."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 21, 2007 21:29:31 GMT
Jack shook his head slightly, "I;m not angry with you. Well I am but I just..I don't know.." Jack looked at her, "What are you so afraid of?"
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 22, 2007 21:13:39 GMT
Amiee opened her mouth to say something but shut it back. "Everything...Love and trust and...I'm just afraid." She admitted looking down away from him.
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 22, 2007 21:17:11 GMT
Jack looked at her, "It's obivous!" Jack started but didn't want to finnish. "You love him, not me!" He came out.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 22, 2007 21:23:47 GMT
"I'm love you Jack. I do." She said still looking down. "Just not like I love him...He makes me so happy. Happier than I've ever been."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 0:01:00 GMT
Jack closed his eyes afraid that was her answer, "Then I guess, theres nothing here for us" Jack said, his head in one of his hands. He stood there not wanting tp move wanting her but now knew he couldn't and should never of let her go.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 0:09:54 GMT
Amiee took a few steps closer to him and took hold of his hand that was on his head and held it and leaned up and kissed him. It was a very soft and very sweet kiss, since she knew it would be their last.
Amiee pulled away before he could react, still holding onto his hand. "I'm sorry Jack." She said and turned to walk away, giving his hand a loving squeeze.
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 0:13:44 GMT
Jack stood there, not knowing what to do. He would stop andlove her so much. But she didn't want him, only Kaloris. "Thanks, I guess" he said quietly, wanting to scream but keeping it all in.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 0:16:28 GMT
Amiee could see he was holding something in. "Please say what you want..It's killing me seeing you like this." She pleaded with him, still holding onto his hand.
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 0:20:29 GMT
Jack let go of her hand, and started to walk away. As he walked he screamed out, "Fuck my life I fuck'in hate my life!" He screamed and walked up the path. He was going to see his girl-friend and new born son, but know had no reason to break up with Destiny, "I would have thrown every thing away for her, and she just let me fall!" He said walking away hands in his pockets.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 0:24:04 GMT
Amiee wraped her arms around ehrself looking down. She heard him say that he thought Amiee had let him fall. "Jack it's not like I'm not falling with you!" She yelled as he walked away. She only yelled so he would be able to hear her.
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 0:30:37 GMT
Jack stopped and turned around, "Then whats it like then?" He asked her, "It's like your toying with my emotions!" He shouted to her, getting more and more Agitated.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 0:33:49 GMT
"It feels like I have a hole in my fucking chest! My heart is breaking because I'm hurting you this way and for some reason my heart is still beating!" She shouted back, not taking a step foward or backward. "You don't know how much I hate myself for doing this to you, I'm never going to forgive myself. Jack this is killing me."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 0:41:39 GMT
"Then why are you doing this, oh yer you fuck'in left me, and know your with somebody eles!" He shouted, not moving. "I love you so much, more than words can begin to explan, but I can't do anything to stop it" He said shouting a little, "You have no Idea what I am going through!"
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 0:47:45 GMT
"I do know Jack!" She shouted back. Angry memorise flooded her mind. You have to tell him. "I was 15. He said he loved me, said we would be together forever. Then he-...He raped me okay? He wanted to sleep with me but I asn't ready so he just took it. So after you and I slept together I freaked. That's why I left. That's why I'm afraid to love." She said on the brink of tears. "I'm not saying that you would do anything like that to me, but Jack after that...It hurts." She finished. "Everything hurts."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 0:52:49 GMT
Jack put his head down, "But we did it, and you were fine, I kept asking if you wanted to or not and you said yes, so you no I'm not like thast!" He shouted. He then just sat on the floor, semi hafl way up th small hill. "I would never, and your the one that left me!" Jack said, he was sorry about her story. "If i ever find him, I would kill him, you need to know that, that's how much I love you!" He proclaimed.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 0:57:39 GMT
"I said yes because I can't dwell on that forever! I have to let people in again, I can't hide forever! And I know you never would Jack, that's why I said it!" She shouted back. She took a deep breath feeling tears on the brim of her eyes. Amiee walked over to where he was siting and sat down next to him. "Please don't walk away from me..." She said softly.
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 1:09:31 GMT
Jack put his head down not looking at her. "But you walked away from me, we could of had something, but you walked not me." He proclaimed, "And now your with Kaloris, because you walked away from me in the first place" He said to her, not looking up because he didn't want the memories of there fling, as she was trying to put it, to come flashing back.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 1:13:59 GMT
"Jack the only reason I didn't wait for you is because you had told me that if Destiny was pregnant with your baby that there wouldn't and couldn't be an us. I met her about two days after you and I were together. She told me the news and..." Amiee trailed off. "Jack I'm sorry I can't take away my feelings for Kaloris, but-..." She stops not sure of what else to say. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She said and leaned foward taking his face in her hands lightly, making him look at her. "I'm sorry."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 1:19:49 GMT
Jack moved his head away, "You love Kaloris, and will be with him forever, I love You, and will be alone forever" He sighed, "Ohh, and with half a parent-age, over Harley" he said, then put his head in his hands.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 1:25:00 GMT
Amiee sighed, this was killing her. But she wasn't going to give up what she had with Kaloris so easy. She couldn't help that she loved Kaloris. She just couldn't. Yes, Amiee did love Jack but...It was different. "Jack everyone has that one perfect person. I'm far from perfect."
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Post by Jack Clark on Dec 23, 2007 1:28:59 GMT
Jack wanted to punch some thing, "Go off with Kaloris, then you keep making up all these excuses" he started, "When the simple facted is I love you, and your the only girl for me!" he said, then moved round looked into her eyes. Then kissed her on her fore head. Then got up and started to walk down the little hill they were sitting on.
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Post by Amiee Parker on Dec 23, 2007 1:33:53 GMT
"Jack," She said, as she brought on of her knees to her chest wrapping her arms back around herself. "Please come back. Please"
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