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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 3, 2007 20:26:33 GMT
I nod,feeling my heart break in two."See you around." I nod heading up to the castle.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 3, 2007 20:30:58 GMT
"Or not." I say softly under my breath, watching her walk away and then turning and going in the opposite direction.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 3, 2007 20:37:26 GMT
'What the hell are you doing?! you gonna let him go? Just like that?!
It's for the best...
Bullcocks! You love him, you just gonna let him go without a fight?! Coward! You don't know what your doing!
"No I don't," I mutter quietly heading up into the castle,"I don't know anything anymore."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 3, 2007 20:42:42 GMT
You're insane. You actually are, aren't you?
"Getting there." I mutter.
You're just going to let the best thing that's ever happened to you walk away?
Apparently so.
Okay, you're insane and you're a fucker. Congratulations.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 3, 2007 20:47:41 GMT
Madeline Jane Marie Speare you turn around right now and tell him! Tell him you want to have a baby with him! Tell him you need him to stay! Don't just let him do this!
I don't know what I want anymore.
Fucking liar! You know exactly what you want!Your just too damn scared to go after it!
I turn and hit the wall angerily sinking to the ground.
"Don't you dare...don't you dare start to cry.." I mutter to myself.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 3, 2007 20:50:21 GMT
Don't you fucking dare...don't you fucking dare go after her-...
Why? You want to, don't you?
Besides the point...don't you fucking dare-...
I turn and start after her, "Maddie...wait."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 3, 2007 20:54:37 GMT
You always do this! You always have to push everyone away!
I didn't push him away, I didn't do anything...
Exactly! You did nothing.
"Fucking voices." I mutter rubbing my bruised knuckle.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 3, 2007 20:59:32 GMT
I catch up to her, putting my hand on her shoulder, "Maddie..." I start to say, then can't think of anything else to say.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 3, 2007 21:01:51 GMT
I look up at him, from where I was sitting,"What?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 3, 2007 21:04:29 GMT
"I-...I don't know. But-..." I stop again, "Look, I love you. I don't know my family, and I don't need them. Not like I need you. I want to stay here."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 3, 2007 21:11:27 GMT
I get up, arms crossed over my chest looking into his eyes. "Do you mean that?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 3, 2007 21:20:04 GMT
"Yes, I mean it." I say honestly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 0:38:04 GMT
I kept my arms crossed over my chest as I looked at him, reading him, not like Claire, but in my own way.
That desperate look on his face, and the frantic scared gaze in his eyes.
I realized it then, he was just as lost as I was, and just as scared if not more so.
His eyes told me everything I needed to know, just like they always had.
"Hopeless love and lost sense." I mutter softly under my breath
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 18:15:58 GMT
"Yeah," I say softly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 19:45:24 GMT
I keep my eyes fixed on the floor, unwilling to look up at him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 19:55:07 GMT
"So, now what?" I say quietly, looking at a spot on the wall next to her head so hopefully I could pass for looking at her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 19:58:21 GMT
"I don't know." I say quietly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 20:01:26 GMT
"Oh."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 20:05:55 GMT
"We're fucked aren't we?"I ask.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 20:08:18 GMT
"Yeah, really fucked." I nod.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 20:10:51 GMT
"This sucks."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 20:12:24 GMT
"Agreed."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 20:15:53 GMT
"What do we do now?" I ask then add."And don't say you don't know."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 20:21:01 GMT
"But I don't...um...sorry."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 20:23:15 GMT
"This is stupid," I say finally looking up,"This is getting us nowhere."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 4, 2007 20:25:43 GMT
"So what do you suggest?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 22:51:20 GMT
"I don't know." I say exasperated,"Why do I always have to suggest something?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 5, 2007 8:52:33 GMT
"Because I'm an idiot."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 5, 2007 17:20:37 GMT
"You can say that again," I mutter jamming my hands into my jean pockets."We always end up here. Lost, angry and having no clue what to do."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 5, 2007 17:39:08 GMT
"I know." I say quietly.
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