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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 2:10:11 GMT
It was really cold today and I walked out to the lake, sitting down infront of it, trying not to think about anything. I figured since it was so cold outside, not many people would be out here, which was just what I wanted. This's the most alone I had ever felt, but I still didn't want to see anyone or talk to anyone right now. The wind blew and my face was freezing since it was wet from tears. I hugged my arms around my knees and kept looking out at the lake, seeing a squid's tentacle splash, making me think of Riyann, just like everything else I saw lately.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 2:13:22 GMT
[[boo. muhahahhaha.]]
I walk down to the lake, thinking of everything that had gone recently. Ian and Kyra, then Briar. Who's next, Cassie? I shake my head and notice Riley sitting by himself. "Hey you! Where's Riyann my lover?" I ask him with a grin, only teasing him as I usually did everyday.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 2:19:13 GMT
I hear someone walking closer to me and quickly wipe my face and face of the tears. I look over and see Shell, trying to smile to her but finding that I can't. Hearing Riyann's name made my heart ache painfully and I swallowed, not saying anything but shaking my head faintly, feeling another tear slide down my cheek.
[[ boo? lol ]]
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 2:56:42 GMT
"Riley what's wrong?" I ask him as I sit down right beside him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 3:04:37 GMT
I swallowed again, and opened my mouth slightly to speak, but finding no words were coming out. I took in a shaky breath, "Riyann..." I say, my voice sounding kind of straggled, "... she... she's..." I manage to get out silently, wiping away another tear, having cried so much, that I can't seem to anymore, trying to get out the last word, but finding trouble saying it.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 3:09:37 GMT
"She's what Riley? Sick, injured..." I instantly gasp, realising what it could be. Death. "Please, don't tell me that she's dead."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 3:17:05 GMT
I look away from her and swallow hard again, blinking and having another tear fall down, giving her a slight nod. Finding out that I really could cry more, starting again when I heard the word.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 3:21:45 GMT
"No... you're lying. Riley are you sure?" I ask feeling the tears already falling down my face.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 3:25:38 GMT
I felt more tears coming and nodded my head again, feeling pressure build up in my head as I started to cry again, putting my face in my hands.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 3:28:47 GMT
"Riley." I say putting my arms around him, crying even more than I was before.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 3:35:54 GMT
I wiped my eyes again and let her hug me for a few moments before taking in another shaky breath and hugging her back slightly.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 3:50:45 GMT
"Maybe we can look through the old Crescent dark magic books. That's how we brought back Logan."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 3:55:58 GMT
I wiped my eyes again and shrugged, taking in a deeper breath. "You really think there's a way.. to.. get her back?" I asked her, my voice sounding kind of ruff from not talking much since I found out.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 3:58:24 GMT
"They're might be. I found a spell to bring back Logan for good. It might work on Riyann." I say to him.
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Riyann Servansikk
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
I've been engaged to this new life and there's nothing I'd do to change that. -My life with you.
Posts: 2,848
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jan 21, 2008 4:04:49 GMT
[[oh, you want me back.. lol sorta jk..]]
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 4:05:48 GMT
I blink and nod my head slightly looking away from Shell. "What was it?" I asked her quietly.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:14:43 GMT
"A very dark and complicated one. It took three months to perform." I say with a frown.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 4:19:48 GMT
I looked to the ground and started to figet slightly with my hands, not caring that they were frozen or that nearly all of me was numb; having it almost make me feel better to be out here. "That long?" I asked her still not putting on a smile.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:26:03 GMT
I nod my head slightly. "And it's not a guarantee that it will work neither." I say with a sigh.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 4:30:21 GMT
I swallowed slightly and nodded, still looking at my feet. "... worth a shot I guess..." I mumble quietly, missing her more than anything. Almost feeling like half of me is gone.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:34:04 GMT
"I'm sorry Riley. That's the best I got." I say with a frown, feeling awful that I couldn't help him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 4:37:09 GMT
I nod my head slightly, "I know Shell.." I say giving her a very faint smile before having it turn into a frown again, feeling empty, wishing I didn't have to think anymore. "... I-It's my fault..." I say sadly after a few moments, feeling tears coming again but holding them back, causing my head and throat to throb.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:46:19 GMT
"How is it your fault?" I ask him with a combination of confusion and shock expression.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 4:50:24 GMT
"... I'm the reason." I said still not making eye contact with her, "If it wasn't for me and this family. She'd still be alive." I added raising my voice slightly, feeling a mixture of sadness and anger come over me.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:51:49 GMT
"Still. Who killed her?" I ask him, confused still on what the family had to with anything now since Alex was gone.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 4:59:23 GMT
I shake my head slightly, "Some deatheater.. I haven't figured out who yet.." I said shaking my head a little more. "Still? That's all you have to say? If it wasn't for your father, she wouldn't've have ever gotten the dark mark in the first place." I add rasing my voice slightly at her, then feeling bad about it.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:10:30 GMT
"Well, I'm sorry that Riyann wanted to help us! I'm sorry that she risked her life for you and everyone she loved! I'm sorry that even though I tried to convince her that spying wasn't necessary, she didn't listen. I'm sorry that my father was a sick asshole who wanted to kill all of us! It's not like I could have walked up to him and said, 'Hey leave us alone, and don't kill us please.' It's not my fault Riley. It's her own. Don't blame me or yourself. It's hers." I yell the entire thing, breathing deeply. To my recognition that was the first time I ever got that upset with him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 5:20:34 GMT
I flinched slightly at every word she said, tears silently falling down my face, swallowing hard again. I pause for a few moments, taking in all that said, rubbing my head slightly, getting a headache from holding back more tears. "I know! Okay? I-I just want a reason. I want someone... something.. to blame. I wasn't directly blaming you." I say, nearly yelling, now fully crying again, "I just want her back..." I add quietly.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:27:08 GMT
I glare at him. "Don't take it out on me Riley. I protected everyone as much as I can alright? It's not anyone's fault in the family. Blame the deatheater." I say standing up and walking towards the lake.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 21, 2008 5:32:02 GMT
I looked up at her, "I wasn't blaming you! How many times do you want me to say it?" I asked her, raising my voice again, staying wehre I was. "I.. I don't know what I'm thinking anymore. okay?" I added, in the same tone, picking up a rock and throwing it forcefully into the lake, making it splash the water, and then putting my hands through my hair.
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